I felt overwhelmed before day 1, because I looked at PowerPoint, and was overwhelmed with computer terms.
The class was ok. Went over PowerPoint.
Feel less overwhelmed about the material.
I think I could do this if I want to…
I don’t think zoom meetings should be four hours long.
At most, zoom meetings should be 1.5 hours.
IT is a boring subject.
4 hour zooms are hard.
I quit NPower.
40-minute commute to SF.
Laying on the table w my head down, before work.
It ain’t supposed to feel like this…
Sad, feeling loneliness, and isolation.
No one checking on me.
As arena workers, we are documented and seen as low on the org chart.
I was hoping people would reach out to me before I started my new job, offering encouragement and support.
Instead, I looked up at the ceiling during my lunch break, laying on a bench, dreamin’, thinking about my life. (We don’t take 30s anymore)
It’s clear I don’t care anymore about school setting environments and taking boring IT classes. Don’t care about 4-hour zoom meetings, learning about IT, got me messed up. One thing I dislike about zoom is the bell notification (sound) when people have entered the meeting, they should just remove that feature. I don’t want useless computer terms/ IT language to take up bandwidth in my head.
Check emails: 11 am
Instagram: 3 pm