God’s plan

“Make stuff that no one else will make.”

“Because I’m the only one who can do it.”

Like Feels Like Summer and This is America.

2019- Minimum wage (Life Is Good)

2020- Minimum wage (Life Is Good)

2021- Minimum wage (Life Is Good)

2022- Minimum wage (Life Is Good)

I tried getting any entry level marketing jobs. It’s not working…

I love to think I’m as talented as Allen Iverson at something.

I love to think my wardrobe is fire. It really is tho… 🔥

I want a purpose that don’t need anybody else.

I just want to bloom and disappear.

And if I can’t lock in? That’s failure.

and if I lose my connection to myself, I’ll be even more lonely…

I haven’t had any success transitioning into marketing yet.

I haven’t had any success in dating yet either.

Nonetheless, I was never interested in marketing; I took the program to show myself, whatever I put my mind to, I can get it done.

I’m not gonna do things just to do things, career-wise.

I’m gonna do things I actually like and enjoy doing.

Been listening to songs to fall asleep since elementary

Now I’m an adult, and still listen to music while I fall asleep.

Some variables have changed- I am no longer in school, I work part-time for my favorite team; teenage me is proud of young adult me for getting to the Warriors organization. I am no longer 15, but 25.

Some variables remain the same- Live at home, family around, not in a committed relationship yet, not passionate about working yet.