Seasonal
If I am being brutally honest, it was challenging to get out of bed today to ā¦ EXERCISE! My mind was on āstay in bed mode.ā I donāt really feel inspired to do anything. Unless itās a family obligation or a responsibility that is non-negotiable, like taking my niece to school. (DUH!)
If Iām looking myself in the mirror, and being honest with myself, I failed a lot of times, both in my personal and professional life. My parents invested THOUSANDS!!! in my education and I am working for minimum wage.
Me ā¦, tho, I invested hundreds of dollars on various dating apps and still havenāt found love yetā¦
But I invested more money into the marketā¦ and have some losses.
I intend and desire to be in a relationship one day though, and financially free.
If Iām looking in the mirror, I donāt know how much longer Iāll be working in sports for minimum wage.
I get in this mindset of (NOT FEELING IMPORTANT) ā¦
There are times I wake up and I donāt want to work.
One of the first things I need to minimize when I wake up is checking my phone or going on my laptop.
All I know is spending 2k in disposable income as a minimum wage, part time worker isnāt cute and feels wrongā¦
These last few years I have felt sad around my birthday.
On a random Thursday in April, I can go 6 hours without turning on my phone. hey, iām accomplishing things somewhereā¦ š¤£
