If I am being brutally honest, it was challenging to get out of bed today to … EXERCISE! My mind was on “stay in bed mode.” I don’t really feel inspired to do anything. Unless it’s a family obligation or a responsibility that is non-negotiable, like taking my niece to school. (DUH!)
If I’m looking myself in the mirror, and being honest with myself, I failed a lot of times, both in my personal and professional life. My parents invested THOUSANDS!!! in my education and I am working for minimum wage.
Me …, tho, I invested hundreds of dollars on various dating apps and still haven’t found love yet…
But I invested more money into the market… and have some losses.
I intend and desire to be in a relationship one day though, and financially free.
If I’m looking in the mirror, I don’t know how much longer I’ll be working in sports for minimum wage.
I get in this mindset of (NOT FEELING IMPORTANT) …
There are times I wake up and I don’t want to work.
One of the first things I need to minimize when I wake up is checking my phone or going on my laptop.
All I know is spending 2k in disposable income as a minimum wage, part time worker isn’t cute and feels wrong…
These last few years I have felt sad around my birthday.
On a random Thursday in April, I can go 6 hours without turning on my phone. hey, i’m accomplishing things somewhere… 🤣