I’m scared you’ll like someone more able-bodied than me.
Being on dating apps is wack, the screen is a wall.
What can replace the web, actual human connection.
What can replace social media; rest.
My biggest fear at 26, is being alone, so I’m on these apps.
I’m scared you wouldn’t want to show up for me.
I’m scared I was dreamin’ and all I cared about was dough.
Stay woke, even if I awaken, my love.
Today it was so hard to wake up, after a four day weekend.
So tired, I took an extra 15 minutes to get out of bed.
I got up and worked. A Monday in late November.
Although I felt tired. 8pm bed-time.